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EXCERPTS/POEMS

Taken from the pages of Tainted: the Book of Revelations

            Picking up the sheet they both moved back into the warmth of the cabin. After a quick make up of the bed they slip beneath the coverings and she lays her head on his chest. A little worried, Courtney lays there listening to his heart beating as she waits for him to begin his conversation. A manicured finger nail traces at the sparse hairs on his muscled chest and he clears his throat a few times.

            “Ok,” he cleared his throat again. “Ok, so I have a really stupid question to ask but I really think its going to help with what I need to talk about.”

            “Ok, I'm ready I think,” she whispered thinking the worst was about to happen.

            “If you had to choose,” his fingers were sliding through her hair, “to be a gangster, who would you emulate?”

            Courtney rose up and turned and looked at him. He stared right into her eyes and she could just how serious he was about his question. Now her question was why?

            “That’s a really weird question, Sydney,” she stared into his eyes looking for something to justify what he’d just asked. “I really don’t know, I mean I don’t know if I could be as ruthless as any of them. But, if I had to choose, I guess that I’d say Michael Corleon.”

            “The Godfather,” Sydney nodded his head, “so, why him?”

            “Well, in the beginning of the story he had no idea of what kind of businessmen his father and brother were, he just knew that they were very well respected in the neighborhood. He was completely naïve and not at all prepared for what his life was about to become. He was more or less thrown into the family business after Sonny was gunned down, and he had to learn everything quickly in order to keep his family from being destroyed. He was a very smart, and in a lot of ways, he learned to become a very ruthless man.

            “Now, what is this all about, Sydney?”

            “It’s all about this ring,” he showed her the pinky ring on his right hand, “and the business I've been into since I was a little boy. It’s about the people I’ve been dealing with for years. It’s about a lot of things, Courtney, but the most important part is that I am going to pass all of this on to you all at once.”

            Her eyebrow spiked up on her forehead as she turned to sit up fully. She waited for a moment and made to say something but he stopped her.

            “The rest of the night is going to be long,” he dropped his head, “and I cannot promise that you will not hate me, but you need to know because things are going to be happening rather quickly once we get back home. I want you to be ready for everything, I want you to know everything, and I want you to have the ammunition to fight back with everything.”

            Courtney took a deep breath and prepared herself for the worst possible things to be told to her. How could she have not seen it, goddamn it he was no better than Nick. Her eyes watered as she waited and once he got to talking he didn’t stop. It was indeed going to be a long night, but she made herself sit there and listen and she didn’t say a word until he finally finished and asked her to sleep on it all. As her eyes closed, Courtney found herself thinking of Nick St. Cloud and the road trip they had taken across the US and she suddenly realized just who he was running from. She softly wept, turned away from her husband and cried herself to sleep.

Taken from the pages of Tainted 2: the Book of Retribution

     “Jangles has pushed a war on me, on all of us, that he figured no one was ready for. Now its time to make him pay for it. So this is what I see happening. I am going to that party tomorrow because I need him to feel pushed over the edge, but I want him completely thrown into the middle of everything.

     “Manciena will be coming to the States to look for me the moment he gets his family back, and I don’t plan on running because the moment he’s here he’s a dead man… Yuri your men will see to that. Find out where his plane will be garaged I don’t want him or that plane to ever leave there… understood?”

     “Yes,” Yuri nodded as he turned and got on his phone.

     “Next, we need to meet with Mr. Yuen and let him know what almost happened to him at the behest of his nephew. This man needs to know that it was because of us that he’s still alive. Lastly, Mr. Robles, I need for you to get Mr. McGregor on the phone he needs to know what we have going on and I need to know if he has any suggestions. I'm about to take a baseball bat to a hornets nest and this shit is about to get real.”

     “Yes, Mrs. Roulette.” Robles pulled his phone from his pocket and he stepped away to the small kitchenette.

     “Courtney?” Nick was at her side. “Are you ok?”

     “For the first time in my life, Nick,” she smiled at him, “I feel… alive.”

     "Can I talk to you for a sec… in private?"

     Nick walked off to the kitchen not looking back to see if she was following. Courtney stared after him for a moment and then excused herself. The day had been a long one and the last thing that she cared to have is Nick giving her a lecture about what had just been mapped out. Taking a deep breath she stepped into the kitchen to face him.

     "You understand what you're doing." His back to her as he stirred a fresh cup of coffee.

     "Yes," she stared at the back of his head, "I know exactly what I'm doing."

     "No, Court," Nick was more worried than he wished to let on, "I get that you know what you're doing, but do you really understand what you're wanting done?"

     "Right now, Nick, the only thing that I don't understand is where this shit from you is going," there eyes met as he turned around. "What's the problem?"

     "Will vengeance make you feel... better?"

     Courtney wasn't sure where this was coming from, this is the first time Nick had ever questioned her, and it made her uncomfortable. A part of her wanted to just be angry at him as she was at Nina, she wanted to just throw something at him or just walk up and slap the hell out of him, but she remained motionless. For a moment it hurt to breathe, and just looking at the one man she trusted more than any other was making her sick.

     "So you think that this is just... vengeance?" she held her anger in check, but just barely. "No, this is retribution, Nick. They tried to take everything from me, including an attempt on my life. I don’t revenge or vengeance... retribution is not vengeance, it's justified justice. I want my justice."

     "Damn, Courtney, you have a tainted soul," Nick walked up on her and tried to place his hands in her shoulders. "When will enough be enough?"

     "When the bill is paid in full," she'd pulled away and turned to leave. "You're more than welcomed to leave, Nick, I'll never force you to stay, but this is going to happen."

     "I know," he said. "You know I'm with you 'til the end. I just had to be certain."

     Courtney nodded her head and left the kitchen. Nick pulled out his phone and pressed a speed dial number.   His wait was short as a thick voice on the other end answered. "Are you sure that this is the road you want her to take?"

     "She'll come out this a lot stronger for it, Mr. Styles," the voice was very calm.

     "Yea, and if she comes outta this shit broken," Nick hissed into the phone, "who's going to fix her... You?"

Taken from the pages of Tainted 3: the Book of Redemption
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     Nick was wiping the Gold Wing Valkyrie through traffic recklessly. He was weaving through the cars in ways he hadn’t done since he was a kid flying through the streets on his Ninja. He loved the hard rumble of bike beneath him and the roar of the modified mufflers each time he accelerated to thread his way between the closely packed vehicles.  The big Valkyrie was well tuned, purred like a big jungle cat; he’d been working on this motorcycle since he’d got home from prison. After thousands of dollars and thousands of hours of work and modifications there was no way he was going to just let a car full of assholes roll up on him without them earning it.

          Nick kept his eyes moving. The traffic was flying by at a breakneck speed, but he was vigilant of every vehicle, or so he thought. The pistol inside his jacket was tapping at his ribs thanks to the wind, and his mind was prepared for anything; it’s amazing the shit you get used to when you walk into a war with your eyes open. Jangles never did shit half-assed; if Coni said they’d been sent, he knew they were out there… it was just a matter of when they’d attack.

        He’d noticed several large, dark colored SUVs driving by and each one he’d look at expecting some signal that they were Lagrange’s men, but they’d keep driving without taking any notice of him at all. He ducked down letting the wind skate across his head and shoulder blades as he revved up and breezed off trying to get back to Tampa with little to no incidents. He’d always felt free in the wind like this, but today… the wind was not his friend.

      "Aye, yo, Nigga,” the voice seemed to barely reach him over the whistling wind, but he looked over just in time to see a man sticking his arm out of the window of the big body Chrysler 300. “Rememba me, you sombitch?”

    “Fuck!” Nick popped the break watching as the car flew by him; he dropped gears, skirted lanes to the left, and raced off gunning the motorcycle’s engine hard. “Too goddamn close.”

     Bullets whipped and whizzed by his ears as he sped past the car and off into the thicket of traffic. Once again Nick found himself whipping the bike between cars, going from lane to lane and dodging bullets. He was ignoring horning being blown as he maneuvered to keep the 300 at least two or three cars behind him, but the man driving was not to be denied; he was a damn good driver.

     He kept his eyes forward only taking quick glances into his mirrors watching for the lights of the car, but they were blending in with every other set of lights behind him. A spark from the window of one car caught his attention just as he dipped back to the left between a set of cars, and he knew now what car to keep an eye on.

    The traffic was getting thick just past Plant City and close to Thonotosassa and the 300 was keeping up a little too close for his comfort. Another round of bullets whizzed by Nick’s ear causing him to flinch and he almost lost control of the bike, but he steadied her out and dropped back over to the right and then right back up into the middle of traffic before the car could readjust to keep up.

      Nick could feel his heart in his throat as he tried to clear his head enough to think. There were entirely too many goddamn cars around for him to get around and those to idiots were shooting without a care who was hit. He’d already seen two cars veer off from to avoid being hit by the bullets and there’d been at least two accidents caused by the shooters.

      “Shit,” he mumbled as he pulled up in front of a semi and eased off the throttle just a bit waiting to see the car go past. Pulling his pistol and leaning over the handle bars he took off after them as they zipped past him.             “Damn good plan, Styles, a pistol versus fucking assault rifles.”

        Just as he took aim a large, black Suburban pulled up beside him and the passenger side windows rolled down and two men held what looked like AR-15s out of the windows. Nick returned his attention to the 300 and fired off the twelve shots that he had in his gun just as the men in the truck opened fire on the car as well. All hell broke loose when the car began weaving all over the road as it was riddled with bullets from both sides. 

Nick saw Macintosh Road coming up and he stuffed his pistol away, this would be his escape. The 300 began careening into a number of cars as the men in the Suburban continued firing. Nick slammed on his breaks bringing the big bike to a stop, and watched as the trucked pushed into the driver’s side of the car. The bullets never stopped. He could see the men in the car being jostled around like ragdolls as the large truck moved them around as it felt until the car was scrapping the guardrail. Nick watched in horror as Lagrange’s man pulled away from the car and the two shooters opened fired in a big way on the car.

        Riddled with bullets the driver and two shooters in the car were now slumped in their seats as the car’s wheels hit the shoulder sending the vehicle sailing into the air flipping. Rolling into the roadside ditch the car finally came to a stop smoking with its wheels spinning. Nick shook his head as he heard the sound of sirens coming from both directions on I-4. Not stopping to see what else happened he took off down the ramp and off onto Macintosh without looking back… he would have to call Lagrange and thank him later.

        “Fuck you, Jangles,” he was pissed. “Your ass is mine, you son-of-a-bitch.”

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